GTFO

So its been a few weeks since I had that meeting with my advisor and after a week of exams (still going) I don’t know what to believe in. My grades aren’t getting better, the work isn’t getting done any quicker, and life isn’t any more interesting. Sometimes I just want to get the fuck out of here and do something else, anything else. Alas, school is a commitment, a long term contract that must be followed. And seeing as how I have no outside talent at all (truth), it would be wise for me to continue rotting and struggling and putrifying and whatever.

After my advisor meeting, I learned to embrace reality of my future schooling and career goals. As “The Rev” (security guard at Rec Center) said it best, I am playing it by ear now. Ambition meanders and possibilities float around. I will try to fish out what is in reach.